no dedications... at least not anymore... one month old piece...

I was going thru some old letters the other day when I realized, the only love letter I had ever received was a heart shaped post-it sized pad. It was three years ago, I remembered I was studying in the library, the author was beside me. Quite, as I requested. And then he slowly slipped a note on the front side of my corner on the table. He pretended to sleep. The ONLY love letter I received had only 4 words in it--- the author’s name and that seemingly everlasting straight to the point 3-word paragraph.
For the next three years I have been compelling the author to write me more. And so he did, especially after every world war. Well, he didn’t like it but he knew it would make me feel better. The author admits he was never really good at words and so he wrote in the vernacular, nevertheless, I knew all along how hard it may have been for him. A paragraph would’ve taken him about an hour. It was no wonder why ¾ of each of his letters contained “hahahas” or “weheeeeeeeeees” and about fifty “…s”. The mere thought of him thinking of what to say already made me feel better.
But I guess those “compelled” letters couldn’t tantamount to the one on the post-it. I was looking for something more, uhmmmm, elegant, a Latin maxim perhaps, mere complications! That I have forgotten that they all mean one thing and that is the very fact that my favorite author has already written his best-seller three years ago… and he has never stopped publishing it.
The only thing more important than the kind of stationary you’re going to use, or the color of the pen, or the brand of card you’re going to buy is the sincerity of what you say. It doesn’t matter where it comes from, the head or the heart, just say it, straight to the point, and mean it…
I miss you.
but
not anymore...

g'bye Sparkles!

So love songs have always been the same…

If it’s not how they met, its how they broke up…and sometimes, how they got together again and how they vowed never to part…Ever.

I guess that’s all in songs now..

DRUNKLUMERJACK!

I sound like one of those love song junkies..

But really…

Its not that I’ve had enough..

Actually…

I wasn’t even close to being “enough”

But I guess he was...

In this love song...

I am the villain…

But I guess some people miss the point of this issue…

Let’s just say…

He’d be happier if we were like this…

I won’t be…

But a movie by Wynona Ryder and Adam Sandler taught me that time heals all wounds…

Here’s what I have to say…

There’s no wound here…

It's all scars…

So, can some quack heal this.!?

If someone ever asked me if I was ever in love?

I’d answer them…

“Yep… and it taught me never to.”

I was listening to Kat Perry and Ferras' Rush while writing this…

The love song I was talking about?
This would probably be the advent of my love song mania…

“And I sang my song to you…Your smile was priceless...”

You know who you are…

“I’m a junkie over you…”

influenced by 2percent...(?)

And so yeah…
CtrlC…
CtrlV…
From Nonot’s friendster account…
So I guess she indirectly tagged me…^^

1. Do you think Ryan Seacrest is gay?
Is he one of those Jonas Brothers brother?

2. What do you miss most?
Uncle Ninin’s excruciatingly smelly toes..!

3. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleep for duty…the heck with that!

4. What was the last movie you watched?
Madagascar two! hmmmMODOMODO!

5. What is one thing you wished you knew how to do?
Sleep with my eyes open. That way, I can sleep during lectures without being reprimanded!

6. What do you like doing the most?
hmmm…Sleep…or wait…Sleep!

7. What’s your favorite sport?
If there are free hotdogs, then I say…ALL!

8. What is one thing most people didn’t know about you?
hmmmm. Other people’s FEET gross me out!

9. What are you eating right now?
Pancit Cantot!

10.What was your section when you were in Grade 1?
Section A.

11. Is being tagged fun?
For a first-timer, I think…

12. Have you learned something new today?
Yep. That a ten year education is NO better than a 15minute hobby!^.~

13. What do you want to own right now?
A puppy, a toaster, a dishwasher, and a LIGHTSABER!

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Bahug Tiil.

15. Are you looking forward to anything?
hhihihi! Insurrection!

16. What’s your favorite C2 flavor?
Bisag unsa basta barato.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Nope. I would never share wealth! Bwahahahah!

18. When was the last time you got starstruck?
Like approximately 9 hours ago. Sir Rob!!!

19. What type of friends do you like?
Way pili. I’ll keep those who are worth keeping!

20. What was the title of the song you last listened to?
Something from False Gravy…

Regaining My Senses...Wooptedoo!!!^^

I was thinking…

If you cant change for “THEIR BETTER” despite the numerous tries…

I suggest…

DON’T!

I have never fucking felt this way ever before…

But I’m not changing my views on the cliché-clical subject though…

It’s there…

I

Just

Have

To

Wait…

Un-Impulsively…

Hi!

Im Mary Therese Elisheba Tomol.

i Hate scary movies.love pizza.hate roaches.love the rain breeze.hate blackmailing. love long lost friends.hate everyone's OBVIOUS self-handicapping. love my mom. hate her nags. love her more. hate my dad's mood swings. love him like the rain breeze. love smelling the stench of my feet from school-leathered shoes.hate the overrated effects of reggae music on the masses. love Bob.hate batchoy with chicharon.love noodles with egg.hate (very) warm food. love fooooood. hate hot sauce. love gravy on rice. hate my past. love trying to 4get it. hate billy's teases. love spitting on his face. hate pouring my heart out. love finally getting over it.hate that i dont have everything.love the thought that no one would ever. hate self-fucking-ish brats. love that i can always break their nose any-fuking-time. hate the thought that you might think im faking everything just to make this entry worth reading. love the thought that youre still reading.hate my compositions. love writing them. hate hate. love love.

I am not starting over...

In fact...

I'm not even at the half towards the ending...

I'd love a pet dog someday....^_^